Memang dah agak dah.... sure hubby akan extend lagi keje kat JB tu! The company he works with dapat new project. So.... my hubby was assigned to handle the new project.
For the next 14 months.... he will be in JB and me myself together with our kids will be here. Setiap 2 minggu sekali hubby akan balik KL. I hate it actually bila terpaksa duduk berjauhan macam ni.... tapi apa kan daya..... demi mencari rezeki. I can't quit my job yet semata2 untuk mengikut hubby.... banyak factor yang harus di ambil kira. Antaranya..... kalau daku berhenti kerja... sape pulak nak tolong bayarkan hutang credit card and my personal loan??? Sendiri mau ingat... sendiri bikin hutang sendiri mau bayar lar kan!!!!
Next year my eldest son will sit for UPSR exam. Payah pulak kalau nak tukar sekolah. Takut dia tak dapat adapt to the new environment. Lagi pun kat sini dah tahu and dah daftar kat mana nak hantar abang long tuisyen for UPSR.
And yang paling penting.... jika aku masih bekerja.... sedikit sebanyak aku dapat jugak membantu my hubby terutama dalam hal perbelanjaan rumah.
Apart from that..... yang aku tak sanggup lalui sorang2 ialah....
- menghadapi kerenah anak2 ku yang dari sehari ke sehari makin nakal......
- terpaksa menghantar dan mengambil anak2 tuisyen almost every week days. Abong Long tuisyen UPSR on Tuesday and Thursday nights, Anis... tuisyen English Smart Reader on every Wednesday nights and Art Class every Friday night is for Ammar. Next year plan to hantar Ammar for English Tuition @ Smart Reader too....
- will go for groceries shopping and terpaksa mengangkut barang2 yang banyak tu ke dalam kereta sorang2!
- will drive here and there alone...
- and banyak lar lagi.....
Apa yang aku perlu lakukan hanyalah REDHA dengan ketentuan Ilahi dan perlu banyak berSABAR.
Tapi aku hanya lah insan biasa........
**Deeeep down in my heart.... I still want to be with my hubby..... my 3 kids, my hubby and me together!!!!
I'M NOT A SUPER WOMAN!!!!
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